An illusion called "Love"

93% of all things happening in every one's life is because of Love. Your love, your son's love , your daughter's love, your husband's love for another woman, your wife's love for another man and someone's love for someone else ..all movies, all poetry..most writings are inspired by love..wars have been fought..million lives risked to save one relationship..it's insane, yet sane..It's illogical yet has a logic of it's own..It's wiling to sacrifice everyone around..your dad, mom, friends, money, even life but yet can't sacrifice itself. It's like an invisible score of cocaine injected when your pair of eyes meets hers' literally. The neuro-chemical patterns of a guy who's in love is the same as that of the one who's scored coke.

now, why I am talking about Love, well..not because I'm experiencing this unique high . though I don't mind to get hit to see why it's worth a Taj Mahal or Troy. ..so what if it's Love?. it's just the trigger of a chemical reaction by pheremones and oxytocins that kicks your butt high in the air and makes you think this whole experience is divine and out of the world..yet they are chemical response to your biological needs to bond and reproduce.

SO fuckin what!!?

Life's running faster than light..cutting every second and packing them into packets of "past"... I'll be older than now when I complete this blog.you'll be older than now the moment you cross this line..I'm worried about people worrying that I am not worrying about what I should worry about..cutting the crap, no one gathers everything on the run.. I left some and picked some.. you picked them but left some..so, what if I dont have what you have and you don't what I have. .seriously... so, fuckin what??!!

why do we all run so hard..why do we gather all things that we gather..when there is no finish line..when we are all sucked from the field abruptly like an insect sucked by my vacuum cleaner..what's my reward if I gather more or gathered less?

Let me begin with a clean slate...let me ask again, SO FUCKIN WHAT?!